i've been somewhat a jerk to my girlfriend in the past 4-5 months. [we've been together for a year.] i'd get mad at her for stupid little shit just so i could feel good about myself cause then she would get all worried and star crying and stuff like that. it just felt good to know she cared.. fucked up, though. i've been through some shit in the past, and i guess with her she cared so much about me that i'd take advantage of that. she thinks i never loved her from the start. but i did and still do. more than anything. and now.. it's like.. we've switched roles? i'm the vulnerable one now and she acts like she doesnt care as much. what can i do to show her how sorry i am? i love her. i'll do anything. i just don't want things to be a never ending cycle, you know? :[