The real reason I won't have sex with you is because I'm a virgin and your not and I don't want to be compared with anyone else. I want my first time to mean as much to the other person as it would to me. I can't bing myself to admit this to you. And with this knowledge, I'm confused. I'm considering leaveing you because I can't help but think of those 10 or so chicks you have slept with when we talk about the possibility of sex. I'm so in love with you though. I do want to be with you. Sex means something to me. I want you to feel the same - and I'm sure you do. I just don't know anymore and can't think straight about the subject. I love you. Forever and always. If only I could say no matter what.